The first time I write a Journal entry in nearly a whole friggin year and I'm in the shittiest mood ever (Wait there is a happy part to come! lol). I feel very sad, a little angry, confused too I guess...and really, REALLY not in the mood to exist at the minute. I think I may go watch the new season of Family Guy, first episode was hilarious...( "Oh Brian I feel so warm and Fuzzy inside ahahaha!" )...ah why am I kidding myself. At the weekend my boyfriend of nearly 3 years split up with me. He got on a train an hour ago to Stansted Airport to fly back to Germany. This is causing all my mixed feelings. I badly want him back and yet, I feel I've distanced myself from him as a result, even though the news came out of bloody nowhere! 3 years... I spent nearly 3 years carrying out a long distance relationship and you know what? I'm so bloody glad I did. It's proved to myself that I am strong, I've matured considerably and best of all I have wonderful memories of the person that I still love, even though it hurts to know I won't be receiving any of that love in return. Never been dumped before, it doesn't feel nice...at all...I'm going to go out there now and just concentrate on my life. May actually get some friends (for once lol) if I can bloody well remember how to...may take a few days/weeks to get over this shitty mood though.
In terms of Art I have this wonderful (I think it is haha) picture of a ninetales, anthro style (mature content lol) that I'm drawing at the moment. It was intentionally a gift for my boyfriend *cringe* (oh the painful memories and thoughts I'm going to have whilst finishing it)....
Other than that I'm in my second year of University studying International Marketing & Business. Passed my first year on a FIRST (yay!) I feel this year isn't going to be as productive and successful...got off to a bad start D: STILL need to order the relevant books...I'll get onto that now.
I know no one likes long journals so I'll stop writing now and leave you all in peace. Have fun with your art and your lives everybody. If I actually still have any active watchers, I look forward to hearing from you...! Bye for now x
Kat~
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